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AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off.
Also
what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate
the
symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution. My GF insists that taking Ecstasy twice actually ended up permanently curing a horrible depressive episode for her a year or so ago. She hasn’t taken it since. Not that I would necessarily recommend this, mind you … but that’s just what she said.
That sounds like a placebo effect. Not exactly the same, but similar happened to me. I had depression, panic attacks for about 2.5 years. My doctor prescribed me something to tone down the anxiety that leads to a panic attack. I took it once or twice and it helped me feel better. I quit taking it after that. Just knowing the bottle was in the house should I need it enabled me to calm myself, breathe deeply, meditate, do relaxation exercises, etc. I knew if that didn’t work, I could take the medicine. I got better almost immediately. Now, I don’t know what happened with your GF. Maybe she was at an end of her depressive episode and taking the Ecstacy was coincidental. Maybe the little while she felt better when she took it showed her feeling better was possible, and she did the rest herself naturally. Who knows.
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I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question."
To answer it: first of all, your brain _should_ have ample serotonin stored in reserve within neurons; it is easy to manufacture quickly and simply from trytophan, a basic amino acid which you almost certainly consume in excess of necessity. SSRIs work on the theory that depression can be caused (somewhere in the chain) by insufficient serotonin _transmission_, not by some sort of overall serotonin deficiency. Second, suppose for some reason you had an overall serotonin deficiency. In this case, an SSRI would increase serotonin levels in the synaptic cleft but decrease levels within neurons, where serotonin is produced. This would trigger increased production of serotonin in the neurons in order to fill reserves. Even if it didn’t, serotonin activity would be increased because in the synaptic cleft serotonin does something, whereas in a neuron it does nothing. Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help. — Can’t we just be strangers?
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wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." To answer it: first of all, your brain _should_ have ample serotonin stored in reserve within neurons; it is easy to manufacture quickly and simply from trytophan, a basic amino acid which you almost certainly consume in excess of necessity. SSRIs work on the theory that depression can be caused (somewhere in the chain) by insufficient serotonin _transmission_, not by some sort of overall serotonin deficiency.
Yeah, but L-tryptophan can only be converted to serotonin if many conditions are met, eg. suffient B complex vitamins, zinc, etc., etc. It could also be a digestive problem where I’m not absorbing nutrients efficiently. So if I’m not synthesizing serotonin in the first place, it follows that SSRIs will be useless.
Second, suppose for some reason you had an overall serotonin deficiency. In this case, an SSRI would increase serotonin levels in the synaptic cleft but decrease levels within neurons, where serotonin is produced. This would trigger increased production of serotonin in the neurons in order to fill reserves. Even if it didn’t, serotonin activity would be increased because in the synaptic cleft serotonin does something, whereas in a neuron it does nothing.
Again, if the conditions for serotonin synthesis are not properly met, it seems logical that serotonin leves will be low no matter what, even if serotonin is prevented from going back into the neuron.
Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help.
Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs.
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wrote in message <news:87fzquw5fd.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:878ywozx8v.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: "Serotonin levels" meaning what, the total amount of serotonin in your system? What difference does that make? Serotonin levels can stay the same but with more serotonin is in use and less in storage. Just moving serotonin around has an effect. Moreover, you can certainly produce _some_ serotonin, so if you empty out your neurons long enough they should eventually fill back up. Yeah, I think I see what you’re saying. Serotonin levels (total amount) should eventually build up even if I’m producing very little, right? That’s a good point. But I do know that serotonin doesn’t stay in the brain for ever. Maybe the rate at which it’s being produced is lower than the rate at which it’s being lost. Have you tried MAOIs? They reduce the rate at which it is lost.
No. There are too many interactions with other drugs and foods.
The most likely explanation, if SSRIs don’t work for you, is that depression in your case does not involve reduced serotonin activity as part of the causal chain. Yeah, you might be right. Also, Depokote didn’t work. I’m on Lithobid, but it’s not working either. Strange. I always like a good puzzle. I don’t know what kind of drugs those are. Is Lithobid lithium?
Yes, Lithobid is lithium. These are for bi-polar disorder.
I’m not so envious any more. I’m sure you had a good time, but I’m not looking to get high and collapse. 450mg is a really high dose. I think 375mg is the maximum. It’s better than feeling like shit.
Yes, very true, but feeling stable is what I’m going for.
No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. I don’t see why, but whatever floats your boat. I don’t mind a symptom-based approach, in fact I don’t even view it as treatment of some disorder in need of irradication, but just doing what makes you happy. I don’t want a quick fix because it’s not a fix. Yes but what is a ‘fix’ exactly and why does what you do need to be one?
A fix is something that actually fixes the problem. SSRIs don’t fix the problem–they just temporarily hide the symptoms. For example, if you’re not producing enough serotonin, instead of using an SSRI, the problem might be easily solved my taking B-complex vitamins and zinc. The SSRI just changes your mood at a superficial level–the level of the neuron. But vitamins and a healthy lifestyle take a more holistic approach, getting at, or near, the root cause. Of course, the "fix" is different for different people and depends on the root cause of your problem, but you get the idea.
I don’t want to feel artificially high. I just want to feel normal. I also want something that works for a long time. SSRIs tend not to work for a long time. Yeah, I might feel great for a few days after taking 450mg of Effexor, but what do I do when it wears off? What do you do now?
I try to lead a healthy life. I’ve been on a new diet, and it works wonders. Before the diet, I only slept three hours a night. Now I sleep 7 or 8 hours. My shyness is nearly gone, I’m back to my assertive self, I’m not lonely, and I have an over-all sense of well being. I still have a lot of work to do, and there’s a lot of room for improvement, but like I said: I don’t want a quick "fix". I want a real fix. If you or anyone else is interested in a more holistic approach, I’d be happy to post the details of what I’ve been doing.
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Oh, yeah. One bittersweet thing that came out of this is that I met a really hot girl. However, she’s there for self esteem problems and is 27 years old (although she looks more like 23 or 24). I’m 22, so I’m not sure how much of a problem it would be. Unfortunately, my logical mind tells me to stay away from her. She seems really nice, cute, and innocent, but I have a sneaky suspicion she might be a pandora’s box of trouble. But anyway, it felt good having such an attractive girl totally flirting with me. It’s been a while since I’ve flirted with anyone since I’m not working and I’m not in school. I guess she has no self esteem issues in that department.
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Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:878ywozx8v.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: "Serotonin levels" meaning what, the total amount of serotonin in your system? What difference does that make? Serotonin levels can stay the same but with more serotonin is in use and less in storage. Just moving serotonin around has an effect. Moreover, you can certainly produce _some_ serotonin, so if you empty out your neurons long enough they should eventually fill back up. Yeah, I think I see what you’re saying. Serotonin levels (total amount) should eventually build up even if I’m producing very little, right? That’s a good point. But I do know that serotonin doesn’t stay in the brain for ever. Maybe the rate at which it’s being produced is lower than the rate at which it’s being lost.
Have you tried MAOIs? They reduce the rate at which it is lost.
The most likely explanation, if SSRIs don’t work for you, is that depression in your case does not involve reduced serotonin activity as part of the causal chain. Yeah, you might be right. Also, Depokote didn’t work. I’m on Lithobid, but it’s not working either. Strange. I always like a good puzzle.
I don’t know what kind of drugs those are. Is Lithobid lithium?
I’m not so envious any more. I’m sure you had a good time, but I’m not looking to get high and collapse. 450mg is a really high dose. I think 375mg is the maximum.
It’s better than feeling like shit.
No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. I don’t see why, but whatever floats your boat. I don’t mind a symptom-based approach, in fact I don’t even view it as treatment of some disorder in need of irradication, but just doing what makes you happy. I don’t want a quick fix because it’s not a fix.
Yes but what is a ‘fix’ exactly and why does what you do need to be one?
I don’t want to feel artificially high. I just want to feel normal. I also want something that works for a long time. SSRIs tend not to work for a long time. Yeah, I might feel great for a few days after taking 450mg of Effexor, but what do I do when it wears off?
What do you do now? — Can’t we just be strangers?
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wrote in message <news:878ywozx8v.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." [...] Yeah, but L-tryptophan can only be converted to serotonin if many conditions are met, eg. suffient B complex vitamins, zinc, etc., etc. It could also be a digestive problem where I’m not absorbing nutrients efficiently. So if I’m not synthesizing serotonin in the first place, it follows that SSRIs will be useless. It seems to me that anything leading to an inability to synthesize sufficient serotonin would manifest itself in more serious ways than depression. It’s possible, though. But I still don’t think that follows, see below.
It’s not like I’m not producing ANY serotonin. I’m just not producing enough. I’ve also had other mental ailments besides straigh-on depression, like OCD, anxiety, etc. OCD is closely related to serotonin levels in the brain.
Again, if the conditions for serotonin synthesis are not properly met, it seems logical that serotonin leves will be low no matter what, even if serotonin is prevented from going back into the neuron. "Serotonin levels" meaning what, the total amount of serotonin in your system? What difference does that make? Serotonin levels can stay the same but with more serotonin is in use and less in storage. Just moving serotonin around has an effect. Moreover, you can certainly produce _some_ serotonin, so if you empty out your neurons long enough they should eventually fill back up.
Yeah, I think I see what you’re saying. Serotonin levels (total amount) should eventually build up even if I’m producing very little, right? That’s a good point. But I do know that serotonin doesn’t stay in the brain for ever. Maybe the rate at which it’s being produced is lower than the rate at which it’s being lost.
The most likely explanation, if SSRIs don’t work for you, is that depression in your case does not involve reduced serotonin activity as part of the causal chain.
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Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help. Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I took 450mg effexor 7pm Monday night. After some number of hours I started to feel like I was coming up on tryptamines but without any remission of depression. It kept getting better and better though, and yesterday (Wednesday) morning I had an amphetamine-like high beyond belief. I was ridiculously full of energy and every movement produced an endorphin rush. This lasted all day until I collapsed. Today I still feel great (I wrote this Wednesday). I haven’t redosed since Monday (and I only have 150mg left). Crazy shit.
I’m not so envious any more. I’m sure you had a good time, but I’m not looking to get high and collapse. 450mg is a really high dose. I think 375mg is the maximum.
(Update: it wore off, I guess. My mood is so fucking irregular I don’t know what to think).
Sounds more like bipolar, but you’ve probably already looked into this. Effoxer may have pushed you into a manic or hypomanic episode, that is if you are indeed bipolar.
I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Not even muscle tension, pupil dilation, nausea, etc?
I had slight nausea on Paxil. Other than that, nothing.
Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. I’m not familiar with the dosage for Prozac…
Most people take 20mg per day. 80mg is for OCD, and is considered the max. My doc just kep taking it higher and higher because I wasn’t feeling anything. He finally said to take it to 80mg. I figure, what the hell? Might as well make it an even 100mg.
No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. I don’t see why, but whatever floats your boat. I don’t mind a symptom-based approach, in fact I don’t even view it as treatment of some disorder in need of irradication, but just doing what makes you happy.
I don’t want a quick fix because it’s not a fix. I don’t want to feel artificially high. I just want to feel normal. I also want something that works for a long time. SSRIs tend not to work for a long time. Yeah, I might feel great for a few days after taking 450mg of Effexor, but what do I do when it wears off? What would I do when I stop getting that high? Might as well drink alcohol. It’s better to fix the root of the problem and be done with it.
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Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question."
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Yeah, but L-tryptophan can only be converted to serotonin if many conditions are met, eg. suffient B complex vitamins, zinc, etc., etc. It could also be a digestive problem where I’m not absorbing nutrients efficiently. So if I’m not synthesizing serotonin in the first place, it follows that SSRIs will be useless.
It seems to me that anything leading to an inability to synthesize sufficient serotonin would manifest itself in more serious ways than depression. It’s possible, though. But I still don’t think that follows, see below.
Again, if the conditions for serotonin synthesis are not properly met, it seems logical that serotonin leves will be low no matter what, even if serotonin is prevented from going back into the neuron.
"Serotonin levels" meaning what, the total amount of serotonin in your system? What difference does that make? Serotonin levels can stay the same but with more serotonin is in use and less in storage. Just moving serotonin around has an effect. Moreover, you can certainly produce _some_ serotonin, so if you empty out your neurons long enough they should eventually fill back up. The most likely explanation, if SSRIs don’t work for you, is that depression in your case does not involve reduced serotonin activity as part of the causal chain.
Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help. Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail?
I took 450mg effexor 7pm Monday night. After some number of hours I started to feel like I was coming up on tryptamines but without any remission of depression. It kept getting better and better though, and yesterday (Wednesday) morning I had an amphetamine-like high beyond belief. I was ridiculously full of energy and every movement produced an endorphin rush. This lasted all day until I collapsed. Today I still feel great (I wrote this Wednesday). I haven’t redosed since Monday (and I only have 150mg left). Crazy shit. (Update: it wore off, I guess. My mood is so fucking irregular I don’t know what to think).
I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*.
Not even muscle tension, pupil dilation, nausea, etc?
Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day.
I’m not familiar with the dosage for Prozac…
No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix.
I don’t see why, but whatever floats your boat. I don’t mind a symptom-based approach, in fact I don’t even view it as treatment of some disorder in need of irradication, but just doing what makes you happy. — Can’t we just be strangers?
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> > > > > > stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: > > > > > Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope
it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills.
I
felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of
that
synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but
they
often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from
these
SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years
from
someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll
have
to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these
drugs.
AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get
stuck
with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what?
A
couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to
alleviate
the symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the
problem.
But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution. Yeah, exactly. That’s my only defense of these drugs, too. You and I must have the same exact thought patterns or something. I fear for you. But at the same time am strangely pleased. No need to fear. If you really do have similar thought processes as me, I know we’ll eventually both get over what’s bothering us.
Weird side note: I had to download the Korean text support to view this post.
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On 6 Feb 2003 00:04:29 -0800, stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote: Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." To answer it: first of all, your brain _should_ have ample serotonin stored in reserve within neurons; it is easy to manufacture quickly and simply from trytophan, a basic amino acid which you almost certainly consume in excess of necessity. SSRIs work on the theory that depression can be caused (somewhere in the chain) by insufficient serotonin _transmission_, not by some sort of overall serotonin deficiency. Yeah, but L-tryptophan can only be converted to serotonin if many conditions are met, eg. suffient B complex vitamins, zinc, etc., etc. It could also be a digestive problem where I’m not absorbing nutrients efficiently. So if I’m not synthesizing serotonin in the first place, it follows that SSRIs will be useless. Second, suppose for some reason you had an overall serotonin deficiency. In this case, an SSRI would increase serotonin levels in the synaptic cleft but decrease levels within neurons, where serotonin is produced. This would trigger increased production of serotonin in the neurons in order to fill reserves. Even if it didn’t, serotonin activity would be increased because in the synaptic cleft serotonin does something, whereas in a neuron it does nothing. Again, if the conditions for serotonin synthesis are not properly met, it seems logical that serotonin leves will be low no matter what, even if serotonin is prevented from going back into the neuron. Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help. Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs. memory loss hand tremors
Yeah, but I’m talking really long term. Prozac hasn’t even been around for more than 15 or 20 years. Even if it had been, I’m sure there’s not one person who’s been taking it every day since the day the molecule was invented and who could provide data for the really long term effects. It’s just unacceptable when those shrinks say we might have to take it for the rest of our lives. They don’t even know what it’s going to do because there’s no data for the long term!! It’s deplorable and irresponsible. I stopped taking all that shit and forced myself to take better care of my body and mind. I’m finally beginning to feel better after a *decade* of trial and error at the hands of those "doctors".
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> > > > stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: > > > Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope > > > it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, > > > Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I > > > felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that > > > synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they > > > often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. > > > Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these > > > SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from > > > someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. > > > There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have > > > to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs. > > AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! > > This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also
what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate
the
symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution. Yeah, exactly. That’s my only defense of these drugs, too. You and I must have the same exact thought patterns or something.
I fear for you. But at the same time am strangely pleased.
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… problemch…@mail.com (PC) wrote in message <news:11cdc7cd.0302061349.1d96cd2a@posting.google.com… stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote in message <news:aa98daab.0302042054.75845d9d@posting.google.com… I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute. Hey, did you ever see that Seinfeld episode where…. oh, never mind. Oh, was that the one about the "Delicate Genius"?
I don’t know. It was the one where he couldn’t reschedule a dentist appointment or something, and then the dentist had to cancel at the last minute.
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wrote in message <news:b1tg2f$mtv$05$1@news.t-online.com… AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate the symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution.
My GF insists that taking Ecstasy twice actually ended up permanently curing a horrible depressive episode for her a year or so ago. She hasn’t taken it since. Not that I would necessarily recommend this, mind you … but that’s just what she said.
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wrote in message <news:b1vla8$du$00$1@news.t-online.com… <stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote in message news:aa98daab.0302061644.650582d9@posting.google.com… "LIS" <Lisaster…@blerg.com wrote in message <news:b1tg2f$mtv$05$1@news.t-online.com… <stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote in message news:aa98daab.0302060004.55bc6834@posting.google.com… Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs. AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate the symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution. Yeah, exactly. That’s my only defense of these drugs, too. You and I must have the same exact thought patterns or something. I fear for you. But at the same time am strangely pleased.
No need to fear. If you really do have similar thought processes as me, I know we’ll eventually both get over what’s bothering us.
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Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." To answer it: first of all, your brain _should_ have ample serotonin stored in reserve within neurons; it is easy to manufacture quickly and simply from trytophan, a basic amino acid which you almost certainly consume in excess of necessity. SSRIs work on the theory that depression can be caused (somewhere in the chain) by insufficient serotonin _transmission_, not by some sort of overall serotonin deficiency. Yeah, but L-tryptophan can only be converted to serotonin if many conditions are met, eg. suffient B complex vitamins, zinc, etc., etc. It could also be a digestive problem where I’m not absorbing nutrients efficiently. So if I’m not synthesizing serotonin in the first place, it follows that SSRIs will be useless. Second, suppose for some reason you had an overall serotonin deficiency. In this case, an SSRI would increase serotonin levels in the synaptic cleft but decrease levels within neurons, where serotonin is produced. This would trigger increased production of serotonin in the neurons in order to fill reserves. Even if it didn’t, serotonin activity would be increased because in the synaptic cleft serotonin does something, whereas in a neuron it does nothing. Again, if the conditions for serotonin synthesis are not properly met, it seems logical that serotonin leves will be low no matter what, even if serotonin is prevented from going back into the neuron. Incidentally, my SNRI experiment Monday has turned out a smashing success. I can’t believe it’s possible to feel this good on something that isn’t abused regularly (maybe most people can’t). Effexor beats cocaine a hundred times over. It’s a shame I can’t get more. Anyway, too bad they couldn’t offer you any real help. Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs.
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… I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute.
Hey, did you ever see that Seinfeld episode where…. oh, never mind.
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wrote in message <news:b1tg2f$mtv$05$1@news.t-online.com… <stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote in message news:aa98daab.0302060004.55bc6834@posting.google.com… Real Ketchup <real_ketc…@yahoo.com wrote in message <news:87bs1q2m0x.fsf@homer.cghm… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs. AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate the symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution.
Yeah, exactly. That’s my only defense of these drugs, too. You and I must have the same exact thought patterns or something.
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… stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote in message <news:aa98daab.0302042054.75845d9d@posting.google.com… I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute. Hey, did you ever see that Seinfeld episode where…. oh, never mind.
Oh, was that the one about the "Delicate Genius"?
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On 5 Feb 2003 16:17:36 -0800, stereotyp…@hotmail.com wrote:
I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =)
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I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." And the conversation went on and on like that for 45 minutes. He couldn’t answer my questions very well, and I got the feeling that he knew he was being totally illogical and foolish. The rest of the day I just lounged around and did almost nothing. I played a game of Scattergories. Oh yeah, we had food that consisted of doughnuts and cookies. Lunch was deep fried everything, but I opted for a soggy roast beef sandwich. I got thirsty, but I had to explicitly ask for water because they offered Coke and other soda and all that crap. What a joke. This place was not conducive to feeling better.
I am sorry it sucked. Usually my depression is much worse in the winter months. I mean much worse! This winter has really sucked but I am not depressed this winter. Why? I am exercising and involved in a few activities. It is working much better than any stupid pill ever did.
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Subject: Very Apprehensive From: stereotyp…@hotmail.com Date: 2/4/03 9:54 PM Mountain Standard Time Message-id: <aa98daab.0302042054.75845…@posting.google.com I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute. So the receptionist says that I’ll have to reschedule, and the next available appointment will be on March 3rd, an entire *month* away! Fuck HMOs. I said "I want to see someone now." So they have a nurse take a look at me. It’s not like shrinks do anything but dispense pills, right? So I don’t really care. Anyway, the nurse suggests that it may be helpful, since I’m taking a break from school and I’m not working, to go to some mental helth clinic. I can’t believe she actually talked me into it. I don’t know what this is going to entail. She wasn’t very specific. One thing I know for sure, there’s no fucking way they’re putting me on any more SSRIs or any more meds, for that matter. I feel much better without all that shit in my system. I’m not feeling that bad, but I could be feeling better, so I’ll keep an open mind. I’m like "Sure, I’ll try it out." I’ll have to drive an hour in rush-hour traffic to get there. Then, it’s an hour back in traffic. This is supposed to last for a week or two. I’ll give it three days at the most to decide if it’s going to work for me. I just hope I won’t have to be around a bunch of crazy, screaming people. I’ve never been in one of those places, but the thought of them always made me nervous. I guess I’ve watched too many movies. Actually, I’m not even sure it’s one of those places. I’m just speculating right now. Anyway, I’m very apprehensive. Thanks for reading.
Relax. Dont assume things. Go early so that you will avoid the traffic.
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I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute. So the receptionist says that I’ll have to reschedule, and the next available appointment will be on March 3rd, an entire *month* away! Fuck HMOs. I said "I want to see someone now." So they have a nurse take a look at me. It’s not like shrinks do anything but dispense pills, right? So I don’t really care. Anyway, the nurse suggests that it may be helpful, since I’m taking a break from school and I’m not working, to go to some mental helth clinic. I can’t believe she actually talked me into it. I don’t know what this is going to entail. She wasn’t very specific. One thing I know for sure, there’s no fucking way they’re putting me on any more SSRIs or any more meds, for that matter. I feel much better without all that shit in my system. I’m not feeling that bad, but I could be feeling better, so I’ll keep an open mind. I’m like "Sure, I’ll try it out." I’ll have to drive an hour in rush-hour traffic to get there. Then, it’s an hour back in traffic. This is supposed to last for a week or two. I’ll give it three days at the most to decide if it’s going to work for me. I just hope I won’t have to be around a bunch of crazy, screaming people. I’ve never been in one of those places, but the thought of them always made me nervous. I guess I’ve watched too many movies. Actually, I’m not even sure it’s one of those places. I’m just speculating right now. Anyway, I’m very apprehensive. Thanks for reading.
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I went to see my shrink on Monday, but he wasn’t there!!! He decided to take the day off. *I* have to give 24 hours advanced notice, but *he* can just cancel appointments at the last minute. So the receptionist says that I’ll have to reschedule, and the next available appointment will be on March 3rd, an entire *month* away! Fuck HMOs. I said "I want to see someone now." So they have a nurse take a look at me. It’s not like shrinks do anything but dispense pills, right? So I don’t really care. Anyway, the nurse suggests that it may be helpful, since I’m taking a break from school and I’m not working, to go to some mental helth clinic. I can’t believe she actually talked me into it. I don’t know what this is going to entail. She wasn’t very specific. One thing I know for sure, there’s no fucking way they’re putting me on any more SSRIs or any more meds, for that matter. I feel much better without all that shit in my system. I’m not feeling that bad, but I could be feeling better, so I’ll keep an open mind. I’m like "Sure, I’ll try it out." I’ll have to drive an hour in rush-hour traffic to get there. Then, it’s an hour back in traffic. This is supposed to last for a week or two. I’ll give it three days at the most to decide if it’s going to work for me. I just hope I won’t have to be around a bunch of crazy, screaming people. I’ve never been in one of those places, but the thought of them always made me nervous. I guess I’ve watched too many movies. Actually, I’m not even sure it’s one of those places. I’m just speculating right now.
Hm. I’ve visited one of those places. Been to them many times with my former (depressive psycho) husband. I don’t remember them being bad places, or like the lunatic asylums you see on television. They were a lot like psychologists offices, but with poorer patients. One thing I didn’t like, the people who didn’t have babysitters (I’m guessing) brought their children with them, and the little monkeys roared around and got on everyone’s last nerve, and some of them only had one nerve left to begin with. :-/ Other than that, it wasn’t bad. I hope it turns out well for you.
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I went today. Complete and utter waste of time. Like I anticipated, the shrink wanted to pump me full of SSRIs, but I refused. We had a long discussion, and my fierce and exacting logic really put him in his place. =) I was like "What good are SSRIs if you don’t have enough serotonin in the first place?" He literally responded "Uh…I never really thought of that. Good question." And the conversation went on and on like that for 45 minutes. He couldn’t answer my questions very well, and I got the feeling that he knew he was being totally illogical and foolish. The rest of the day I just lounged around and did almost nothing. I played a game of Scattergories. Oh yeah, we had food that consisted of doughnuts and cookies. Lunch was deep fried everything, but I opted for a soggy roast beef sandwich. I got thirsty, but I had to explicitly ask for water because they offered Coke and other soda and all that crap. What a joke. This place was not conducive to feeling better.
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… stereotyp…@hotmail.com writes: Congrats. I’m envious. =) What did this experiment entail? I hope it will continue working. I tried Effexor, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Welbutrin (not an SSRI). It was like they gave me placebo pills. I felt *nothing*. Even on *100* mg of Prozac a day. No more of that synthetic shit for me. To me, drugs just relieve symptoms, but they often don’t get to the root cause. I don’t want a quick fix. Another thing that concerns me is that the good feelings from these SSRIs don’t last for a long time. The most I heard was two years from someone on Zoloft. But what happens after two years? It’s scary. There’s no data pertaining to the very-long-term (they say we’ll have to be taking them for the rest of our lives) effects of these drugs.
AMEN. Hallelujah! Preach it O’ Wise One! This is EXACTLY it, and what most doctors won’t tell you first off. Also what the pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know. You get stuck with side effects going on and withdrawal coming off. And for what? A couple years of wasted time and bogus ‘feel good’. My only defense of these drugs is, sometimes it’s necessary to alleviate the symptoms so you’re in a better state to work on the root of the problem. But these drugs aren’t meant for long term. By no means a solution.
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